What?

So, my boyfriend and I.

Before we were even together, we were talking about how we wouldn't have sex with a significant other unless we were in love with them. It's cool how we have that same point of view.

Well, last time I was over at his house, things were getting a little heavy. We didn't do anything sexual, but it did make me realize I need to prepare in case something like that did happen. So, I sent a message to one of my friends on Myspace that next time we saw each other if he can bring me a condom. Our conversation on MSN not too long after I sent that message went something like this (I'm Clyde)


What do you know that i dont already know says:
WHAT THE HELL BECKA

Clyde [This is Jezebel in Hell] says:
Um

Clyde [This is Jezebel in Hell] says:
You got my message on Myspace?

What do you know that i dont already know says:
NO shit

Clyde [This is Jezebel in Hell] says:
I SWEAR TO GOD NATE
I wouldn't lie
We DID NOT do anything sexual, but things were getting intense

What do you know that i dont already know says:
OKill give you one

Clyde [This is Jezebel in Hell] says:
Alright. x__X
I figured you would have an interesting reaction. XDD;;

What do you know that i dont already know says:
...<.o

Clyde [This is Jezebel in Hell] says:
XD Yeeeeah
I was really nervous when I typed that message, but yeah >> I wouldn't do anything sexual unless I was really prepared

What do you know that i dont already know says:
ok... im not happy with you

Clyde [This is Jezebel in Hell] says:
Why? D:

What do you know that i dont already know says:
I wonder

Clyde [This is Jezebel in Hell] says:
Hey, at least I am being honest with you. ~_~
And I'm not doing anything like that yet
And if I was, at least I would want to use protection
I'M BEING RESPONSIBLE! D:

What do you know that i dont already know says:
ANd stupid

Clyde [This is Jezebel in Hell] says:
How am I being stupid?

What do you know that i dont already know says:
I woonder

Clyde [This is Jezebel in Hell] says:
I know that I'm wondering. DX
Would you rather I DIDN'T use any form of protection?

What do you know that i dont already know says:
I would rather you dident have SEX

Clyde [This is Jezebel in Hell] says:
Okay, just because I would have a condom doesn't mean I would go and use it right away.
We probably aren't going to have sex for a loooong while. It's just IN CASE if something like that were to happen.

What do you know that i dont already know says:
ok

Clyde [This is Jezebel in Hell] says:
I can promise you that

At first I was getting pissed off, like.. "Why is he being so weird about this?" but then I guess... he's protective? Maybe he doesn't want my heart to get all smashed up. ~.~ But I can't be too upset that he wasn't happy. I was being honest and trying to be responsible. I can't be upset about THAT.