My boyfriend and I DID break up, but it's really okay. I was going to do it, right? Well, he ended up breaking up with me instead of the other way around. It worked out. :]
And the suspicion I had about the feelings for my ex? Well.. it was bizarre. There have been a couple days where we just hung out and his girlfriend wasn't around, and I didn't feel anything beyond friendship in those times.. but with the times when she was around, it was just like when I had feelings for him. It was upsetting because I didn't know WHY it was only at those times.
It's not jelousy.. they are both my friends, and really good ones at that. They are seriously a good couple, and I am very happy for them.
So, what was it then? I think it was just a bad case of empathy. I've always been empathetic towards people, so I think I was getting vibes off of the two of them, and getting them confused with what I was feeling.
x__x I need to do some grounding techniques so this doesn't happen again. I don't want to be an emotional sponge!
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